Tuesday, 20 October 2015

Hai detto la verita.. vero?


So it's known for a fact that the universe is known
to work is the strangest of ways,
Yet such vast a phenomena cannot be explained
in the mere cosmic play of words
You see that there are many things that
could go one way or another at one point of time.
And every opportunity thought of can be thought
 to end in the eventual perceived result,
but the problem/fun part of the equation is,
every action thought about to lead to that eventual outcome
 is a series of decisions,
and their aftermath through which we have arrived.
Hence suggesting the fact that even those decisions which you took,
which made you arrive at the final decision,
has a series of reactions,
and though we can think of what can or cannot happen,
Can we ever tell?

Think about it,
would you be able to know for sure what happens next,
so as to describe the future,
perceived by you and your perception of how things will react to it?

So about these parallel decisions thought of at one point of time.
They did actually take place.
But they took place, in your thought process.
Simplified, your stream of consciousness.
Simplified further, the consciousness of the world.
(do you think it has one?)

You know when it happens that these occurrences took place,
Maybe they happened in an alternate universe?
Could it be possible that those actions in these alternate universes,
circled around to change something in our very own universe?
Our very own being.
The fact being how can they arrive here,
even if it does exist.

So you mean to say that the universal consciousness,
Is not applicable for these other universes,
Given that there exist any?

Of course, 
I might just be talking about a multiverse.

Wait, what?

I mean a definition to a body of many universes together?
That means that you have to call it multiverse consciousness!

If i called it a multi-verse conscience, 
wouldn't universal conscience already mean that?

The fact being, that i called it universal upto what i know,
Or lets say science knows, there exists.
But when it finds it, 
It'll just be called a multi-verse conscience of parallel realities.

Or not?
Think about that,
The past, the present, the future.
What if they are happening together and interact with each other?
Who is to know that someday we arrive to that multi-universe,
And see ourselves 20 years ago, or in front.

What if anything i change in the present,
may change my future for good.
Yeah, you're correct.
I got that from Back to the Future.
Look at this, it was today, when they went into the future!
That ought to count for something, yes?

But hey, think about it man.
They called it 'back' to the future for a reason.
Stop frowning, i'm not going to say the government is out to get us.
Or our food is not food.
Or money is not real.

I'm just asking you to wonder about how intriguing it would be,
If what you're reading right now(present)
is probably changing something in your 40's,
And every thought you take is causing this,
In multiple versions of reality.

Maybe you, yes you.
are probably not even realizing when you dream,
and when you're do you're actually in another reality.
The only fact being that it's just the same familiar surroundings?

Okay, 'it' gets it.
There can be a million realities to be seen.
Or known, or thought about.
What matters is what we are doing here, at this moment.
Which is weaving a path of complexity, or subtlety,
Happiness or sorrow.
childishness or maturity.
Conformity or insecurity.

Or maybe what clothes i'm going to wear in college tomorrow,
Does that color suit those boots?
Oh wait, i have to meet the colleague of mine,
who never asked me for my name,
but told me her whole life story?
Oh man, i got clean up my room.
So will it really help if you prayed?

I believe so, si.
Prayer would eventually be thoughts in your mind yes.
Thoughts sent out to this stream of consciousness.
Thoughts sent out to the atmosphere,
Swirling out through all the wood, the concrete, the metal, glass,
Swooshing through pollution and electronic frequencies,
Entangling through the clouds and water, and oxygen and carbon,
moving into vibrations as they hit space,
eventually moving something somewhere, in this solar system.
In the other solar systems.
In the galaxies, through wormholes,
through the third, fourth and fifth dimensions,
(yo, interstellar is a GOOD watch, man)

And then into the universe, finally dissolving.

Did you read the whole thing?
The multiverse man!
Who's counting the other universes,
Or the galaxy of the universes,
Well, I tell you,
Interstellar, good movie.
Oh inception wasn't bad either.
(Seriously, not bad??)

So what i mean to tell you, 
is that actions, reactions, contraction, and relaxation.
Respiring and exhaling.
Working, or sailing.
Smoking or drinking,
Smiling, or just blinking.

The Illusion of progress, might be progress itself.

Why'd you say that man,
Oh well, ask yourself?

Belief is a beautiful armor,
that makes for the heaviest sword.
It's like punching underwater,
You never really hit who you're trying for.

oh, John Mayer, you're a good guy.

Here;s a little sonic love from me,
For this new planet, Kepler.


Oh, and they found flowing water on MARS.
It's about time, ain't it?
They're planning to send in human settlements to MARS,
create humanity from scratch,
not make the same mistakes again.

History is being made.
How would you like a one way trip?

See you around !

Friday, 24 July 2015


I finally discovered what i like.
I finally made it, to the point of realization of what happiness means.
I finally connected to the space where the materialistic and unreal meet.
I finally understood what it feels to stand on the bridge.

It's this feeling that i never understood.
Why do people go to work?
Why do we live in a world which doesn't live.
Why do we feel like we always ask for things that life doesn't give?
It's a true story, everyone has to live out there own glory.
Everyone is the savior in their own story.

To some it's to put food on the table at the end of the day.
For some it's sleeping under the stars, or crashing the in barn hay.
We see mountains, and then we realize how small we are.
We see forests, and then realize how alive the planet is.
We see flowers, and then understand what color really means.

I don't know how or what we should do to live our lives,
When the purpose of life is to give it a purpose.
But you see one's purpose, looks to one as turquoise.
But turquoise to me might be bottle green.
So as to say that every mans blue might have a slight difference in hue,
It's how we perceive and how we're built to be.

I don't blame humanity, if we're called heading towards insanity.
Of course, we're complex creatures, more complex than some.
But to know what we are, is something that can never be done.
As science expands, so does philosophy.
They go hand in hand.
The more one knows, the further the other discovers.
It's like a dark winding road,
And seen by the two headlights of your machine.
You don't know what lies ahead, 
The front of the car is the only thing you can see.

But as your go further, you learn to trust your own wheels.
Because as far as you go, you discover the road ahead.
Of course, something could jump out of the sides,
That would take you a little by surprise.
But hey what's there to life if there isn't risk.

Why can't you say it simply, because you cannot understand.
Why can you not play the game, as its never planned.
I try and make a difference, but i can't do much beyond what i can comprehend,
I cannot make a decision, without seeing it's loose ends.
When i'm down and broken, everything seems alright,
It's when i'm uplifted, that the worlds drowning out of sight.

Oh when it pains you, i feel like i'm ecstatic.
It's only the moment, you see.
All the colors seem monochromatic.

Sunday, 3 May 2015

Theatrium - A prelude

How do i make him see it? How do i protect her?
There's a story behind a story!

It's starts with a complex thread of situations developed from the past,
Turning into the future, and coming together to form the present.
It wouldn't make any sense if it weren't interlinked.

A life that has been lived by so many, many times before, 
It's not, not true anymore.
It's felt within this simple vibration that slowly starts to arise,
and once you're completely acquainted with it's gentle sorrow,
It's starts to fade in, and out over and over again,
It becomes like a riff, a soft wild promise, 
A melody like no other, yet it sounds like every other beautiful piece,
Of music, that you've heard before.

It's a state of music, entranced by beautiful eyes shining in the distance,
yet you never notice how easy it is to lose track of time, 
like a silent harp playing in the background,
It's strings plucked with a stroke of easiness,
releasing ripples into the air,
like water in the sea, 
echoing, causing a chain of events,
so minute that you can't feel, or see it at times,
yet it surpasses like the blowing hurricane,
it's bound to cause.
It's nature and nature has it all.

Graphic arts by Scyther Project

Chaos is a part of the whole,
And without it a whole cannot exist,
yet you can't call it chaos, 
such as you can't tell whats good or bad between the two,
Well so does your perception, 
But you, you can choose to stay silent about it.
Watch it gently tear you apart from the inside,
And the next morning as you awake from the grave,
you calmly lay into, you'd know that the world has changed.

Oh well, It might not have changed but certainly you have.
You have new eyes to see, to sense that you're not the man you were.
You're not the man you were last night.
You're not as available today, as you thought yourself to be.
But keep the thought in mind, 
It's being awake to the day, and to the day to you.
As it comes gushing, in a flux of emotions,
Or gentle puffs, out of your smiling lips.

She sat there, looking up in the night.
The moon was full, bright.
Staring into the twilight,
knowing she's not the woman she was the night before.
She's smiling of course, she's more than her.
She's more than what she felt she ever could be,
And funny saying that it was only yesterday.

What was this night, that a lifetime passed by?
I'm only growing younger.
The essence of experience, flowing like a waterfall.
Her luscious red lips, beating with the fullness of her pulse.
And so she burnt, like the cigarette, on her tasty red lips.

She let down her hair, after a while.
Shallow exchanges at the bar.
She stared into her whisky, as the sunlight poured in,
Gleaming and glowing with the dust seeming like fireflies.
It's only the morning after, and i'm a year younger.
Life isn't so bad, is it?

How do i make her see it? How do i protect him?
^ do you understand now ^

Tuesday, 31 March 2015

Benvenuti alla Vita

Well, i'd want to say just a few shades,
here and there where the souls trade.
It's the fantasy of this family,
where we live as if it's not insanity.

Follow the tunes!

But the truth is you must,
find the gold in the dust.
It wasn't said it'll be easy.

Like a shiny silver dot,
in the middle of a lava pot,
that refuses to melt,
no matter how many tonnes of pain it felt.

It's a molten reality,
where you can't describe what's clarity,
but what remains true is the shade you see,
because the world is made of colors,
for different eyes to see.

But yet you know, they're meant to see differently!
Of course, it's so easy.
Everything is in front of you,
But you can't even tell raindrops from dew.

Well to hell with it all,
Isn't that the final call?

What's in this game that i play with myself,
What's the trophy if there isn't no shelf.
What's there to display if the screen is broken,
What's an arcade game without a token.

It's this.
It's a glimpse of what is,
It's a glimpse of what can be,
It's a glimpse of what you cannot do,
It's a glimpse of green sitting in the blue.

But what do you have to lose,
when you're not the one who has to choose.
But chosen is what comes to you,
who makes the decision will never come through.

I know,I know.
What's the point of this mind numbing wordplay,
What's the color between the summoning of gray.
What happened to the smoke that went inside?
What happened to the world that crumbled outside?

How can you see destruction of everlasting construction.
But,how can you not?
For something new to stand, 
doesn't something old have to fall?

Is there not enough space, for the blood to not leave a trace.
Well, blood you must shed, for it's the ground you tread.
That you see is more than one choice,
That's where you understand.
You can take more than one.

So many times you have.
Ever heard about parallel realities?
Once you have a thought,
and then a million ways to go about it..
Ever wonder what goes on around it?

The world is metaphysical as we know it,
Well, I know it, you can choose to quit,
But listen to me clear if you must,
Do let your love turn to lust.
Then you'll find passion, and you'll know.

It' can always rain, but rarely does it snow.
Yeah, i speak no sense, 
but hence i must,
for wonder now what's lost in the dust?

That parallel choice, makes a decision for you.
When you think of blue, 
you know there are so many hues,
but when all the colors flash in your eyes,
And you arrive at what you think is you,
You've chosen every other color,
In this moment, it's true.

Somewhere out there,
Maybe in the slightest of vibration,
you've taken the green.
you've taken the Celeste.
you've taken the turquoise.
But you're least interested.

Why would you be,
as humans parallel realities,
we're not meant to see!
But who say's stop yourself from understanding,
what you can never begin to explain,
Why do you have to refrain?

I know why, because you fear the insane.
You fear society and it's pleasures,
You fear to be behind all it's treasures.
Well, what have you?
Some wine, some smiles and laughing at the divine?
Why not, the evening is fine.

Someone out there is dying.
And that someone out there can be you.
Only then you realize, that even snow can be dew.
How? Oh how infuriated i am.

It's water, and forms of it at all.
Temperatures they give it's duty call.
That decides what form it takes,
And it's up to you to understand.

Oh yeah, I'm not sane.
That is the plan.

One day,I'm going to be sitting there,
by the window,
with a broad ray of light filling the dark room,
Staring at the smoke falling as water from my being,
And you'll be looking at me,
Trying to understand what i'm seeing.

And you'll never ask me why.
Because you're the one who think's i'm shy.
Oh i tell you look beyond,
I can take you there.


It's a clouded, dark evening.
The sun can't see.
It's close to eerie, 
where you think the angels can't be.
And then comes along this lady clad in white,
She asks you if you're tired, 
and if you're also searching for the light.

For the first time, 
you look at her in delight.
it's not a ghost anymore,
it's just out of sight.

you say to her,
"oh! you can see me"
how come?
she says it's the weather,
care to jump?

You ask her where to go from here,
She says non ti preoccupa.
You' raise your eyebrow,
you're not the least occupied.

but the meaning stays clear,
don't you worry child.
And you think to yourself,
how pleasant, how mild?

the moment passes,
the wind against your face lashes,
her hair blows, it strikes your face.
It cuts through your mind,
It's making your blood race.
There's adrenaline in your body,
shivering as you must.

She slowly touches your palm,
What happened to your trust?
There, you're shattered.
and you don't know where you may be.
There she stands, and you cannot flee.

Because you love to be destroyed.
and you love to born again.
Like a Phoenix from it's ash.
Never knowing how high it's flown,
In it's life before,
Flying higher every time,
unaware of what was,
in everlasting fear of what will be.

She said i have to go,
and you said i cannot do much,
she said you have to stop me,
and you said i cannot budge.
It's your touch that has me numb,
and its your being that has me strung,
Strung to this drug,
this pain inside.

I want to hurt myself,
I want to drown in the tide.
She said you're too young to become the ocean,
You said i'm bound to nothing in devotion.
I'm just me, and i don't see more in water.
She said this way,
Yourself you'll slaughter.

And then crossed this spark, like fire through water,
and your eyes started to burn darker.
What is it! she said? what's wrong with your face?
What do you feel, what's the real deal?

You said I cannot be destroyed,
For i do not exist.

She said,that's not true!
you just told me i could see you!
you smiled!

And you said,
Well, you're just like me.
No different as the ocean and the sea.

Stop playing, you're scaring me!
What is it? What do you see?

I see you, I see me.
It's what i know,
I know nothing of what's to be.

Well, then. It's a lost cause isn't it?

Then something happened,
like a firework in the darkest night.
they disappeared forever.
Out of sight.

I forgot to mention,
Her name was light,
his name was eternal.
And they took it far, far away.

Sunday, 8 February 2015

Dance In-Session

Well, you know this feeling already. 
You've felt it happen a million times,
and every time, It's brighter.

I'm talking about this beautiful kind of pain.
I never thought pain could be such a happy thing.
No, It's not what you imagine it at questo momento, to be.

It's closer to the sadistic kind of pleasure, true.
But it's more to do with the feeling of being alive again.
I'm talking about dancing to something,
without even trying to.
When you're in the flow,
It's not volunteering anymore.
It becomes a reflex, naturalistic movement.
Your body may feel sore,
But you just don't want to stop.

It's that feeling when music hits you.
A wave of emotions and heat,
Blasting through your body and mind.
Your soul elevated.
Thumping and bouncing up and down on a concrete play ground.
It's the feeling which makes one younger.
Down to your deepest level of innocence.

The feeling of being a child again.
Where you don't try and understand,
You're just trying to let it pass through you.
And at that moment, you're infinite.
Yes, i remember the perks of being a wall flower.
And it's exactly the kind of emotion i'm elaborating.

It's the highest sensation,
when time stops in front of your eyes.
Depends,on your eye though.
What catches it's gaze.
The color of her eyes, the softness of her skin.
The people becoming one wave.
That's when the music wins.

Of course, there is no competition.
There will never be,
and there was never any to begin with.

Ideals and constructions of society,
or of the modern day homo-sapiens, maybe.
But all in all, it's just a wall.
A brick or a prick,
there's a conscience to everything.
Just as there is a gender to a feeling.

Ever felt a feeling in terms of it's masculinity, or femininity?
Ever tried to switch from one to another,
Helping the one understand the other?
It's a standstill, Grammy winning moment, sure.
You do know that inside your own eyes lay a million smiles.
But which one you choose,
or rather which one prevails in the moment,
Is what you're truly about.

But i'd say forget about it,
Because interpretation isn't a must.
Go ahead, if you remember it's essence well enough.
But don't try to explain it.

Perche' ?

Because essence is something aromatic.
It's the smell of something beautiful,
whatever beautiful is to you.
And when you feel it's sensations,
by one of your many senses,
You can perceive how it feels.
To trails of thought and beyond,
If you think about it, there's no difference,
between an ocean or a pond.

The only way you can tell,
Is it's vastness in front of your eyes.
But what happens when you're drowning?
It's the same for a bucket or river,
It's death that makes us shiver.
But fear not if you do,
for all water in color seems blue.

Yet it's not transparent at times,
And then you start to question it as a crime.
So let it pass through you.
It's temperature may attack your heart.
It's sharpness may caress your skin.
It's slippery disguise may entice your soul.
But when it's taken you over,
Your cloth won't have a single fold.

It's all stretched out, 
and you can have what you may.
For the universe to love you,
You don't need to pray.
It is a part of you, and you are a part of it.
Just be yourself,
Whatever it is you be.

And you will begin to see.
The ocean even in the sea.

Ci sentiamo presto!

Friday, 16 January 2015

I'd be damned

I'm there just sit in your stance?
and what do i do?

I'm just there to sit in your stance,
watch it all come down to romance,
what is this that you call psychedelic trance?

why are these sounds in my head feeling the need to enhance,
why can i hear everything from a bees haze to the underlying daze
of a bird and a fly and frog if you must from forests,
and space alike watching it all come to life sitting
under a tree eating banana and strawberry
watching your messy hair 
and your gentle smile and then i move myself, 
that was the time, 
but it didn't have it all or i wouldn't bow to fall
 i would take your hand as you take me by your gentle nudge,
come on outside,
there's a lot to munch
but it always feels like i'm eating brunch
and then the moment starts to occur and the birds
start to flutter and a city of life in thrive
and there's more to see and much much more
to be and your gentle footsteps 
did guide you to where you had to be just not in the time, 
the future is still meant to be so just watch these 
lines and these directions come alive,
and follow the rail and electricity 
and light follow it all let your senses be enticed, 
it's a city of bright souls and burning gold and 
whats there to unfold is that there is nothing,
that is not planned, 
and there is everything that is left unmanned
as you walk past the gates in gentle or rush
you see what happens when its all over, the falling dust.

In your own sounds you've invested the trust
and now it's beyond power or lust.
It's the virtue to explore as you walk into open doors,
flying in your smile, and inquisitive all the time.
It's the only fuel that drives us, 
it's curiosity and its the foretold 
and you mess up your minds as you try to make up rhymes
of what i must be to you or what you must think i do,
or i is it you or i is me, 
or what are you trying to see, between the lines,
it's nothing but a shrine, 
a value if you must, 
it's the added color to every dish,
it's that extra pound of ice, that makes the biggest boat sink
but it does happen and when it does, there is a gush.

A strong wind, a gentler tide,
it's always greener on the other side.
But on both those sides stand persons 
who look at one another from their own sides, 
and then they understand 
that's how it's all meant to thrive.
To make sense of 2, there must be a 4. 
To make sense of 6 there must be a 12. 
What are these dungeons in which we dwell.
What are these places, where i've visited before.
Only now do i feel like i'm 104. 
But that's not the point, look at me, i'm just young, 
I've been curious and i've been stung, 
I've been caught up in the witches battle, 
i've been riding a horse without a saddle.
Think, if what you feel is that what you think, you feel.
Do you know then how to close the deal.?

It's a state of mind yo.

Friday, 9 January 2015

Chapter #4 : Cuba Libre

To offer you some of my music for everyday life.

The world is sleeping and i am weeping,
It's only inside of me this feeling that's creeping.
It's like a shallow swamp, never ending as i can see.
As far as i can be, it still feels like drowning.

Without a worry, i'm still frowning.
There's nothing that's unsaid, 
yet something remains to be tread.
There's a million eyes searching,
yet i can't find the one bird that's chirping.

To see it is to believe, 
with patience and relief.
There are wonders all around,
eyes that can leave me astound.
But there's one melancholy,
stuck to my mind.
In other world's we'd called it divine.
But now it's just a pain.

Graphic art by scyther project, florence, IT
A gentle sorrow, 
forgotten vain.
I ceased to pleasure it's dark treasure,
and yet to purity it seems like another weather.
I cannot find the answer, 
i sometimes believe there is none.
But then they ask me if i know the question,
words that cannot be undone.

I'm in acceptance of finding,
long lasting binding, 
yet there is a shrill in the voice,
to raise an eyebrow,
can you tell the disguise?

Of course i can't,
i'm just a child.
Without my innocence, 
how can i survive?
Yet i know of every lane,
that winds up in the bottom of gain,
And to have it i must suffer the loss,
of the eyes that i'm said to not cross.

But time is a story, 
told in lines,
of gentle sleep,
and drowning lives.
Yet it feels like i'm bound to drown,
In this shallow swamp,
I've found my crown.

It's a perception,
if you must know,
It's an inception,
if you must go.
It's the calling of the spirit,
inside my own spirit,
I see my answers as questions,
if you must know.

You're keen to understand,
but you can't deviate from what's planned.
Well my life is different,
I go by the desire to know.
Curious, and if i must show,
you have to learn to see through the dark,
The only glow.

I'll give you one clue,
to find me is like to fight glue,
yet you don't see that it's easy,
only if you were glue too.

Because glue cannot stick to glue,
as blue cannot dissolve into blue.
It can just be blue, what else would you call it?
It's a connection through aura,
like flowers and fauna.
They come together,
yet they are not the same.
And then you'll see,
Life will never be in vain.

If you must understand my definition of vain,
It's nothing related to the glorified pain.
It's just a simple longing,
Words beyond bonding.
I know it for sure,
everywhere is someones pure.
But here comes the catch,
the time is on your side.

I see it slipping, 
and i rest assured on the other side.
But for you it may be a slight drop,
A gentle crystal dot.
Or a quick surge of light,
to understand emotions in the white.
Or just to be tranquilized, 
lose your body and find insight.

Or better yet, just a dance,
To understand some other world trance.
It's just a simple study here,
it never get's bloody here.
It only get's cold.
And the cold will make you bold.

You'll lose your senses,
your mind will become numb.
If you're in the moment, 
you can consider yourself dumb.
But that's the beauty of it,
you're not.
You're much more like fierce rain,
often called upon in times of drought.
You are your only judge,
inside your eyes a million minds nudge.
Yet you have the controls,
to this electric wonder plane.
Fly it or drive it,
or watch it, and refrain.

You will know where you have to fit,
the key is it.
It is a must, and it is a must to try.
Devi fare ( Italian)
Its something to be done,
what is it?
Answers i have none.

I grow fonder by the day,
of watching people in front of me fray.
Eyes speaking languages they never knew,
It's like asking for snow when you see dew.
But it comes, and it comes while you sleep.
And then when you awaken, 
you find yourself in time.

Slow and motionless,
like nothing has passed.
Yet a lot happened last night,
and only memories of it last.
You have answers,
and i have questions.
Bring what's to offer,
Let's learn another lesson.

It's something that will glisten.
In the dark.
It's something that will contrast,
In the sunny day.
It's something that will drown,
with the most gentle of emotion if spared.
It's something that will smile,
if you watch but don't glare.

Che cosa? What is it?
let's find out then.

Monday, 8 December 2014

Whilst the hunter, becomes the hunted

When you're shot down and on the low,
and you can't tell where it is that you have to go.

When you know you have the will to survive,
but you also know it's going to slow down your life.
When you can caress your hands, 
hold your palms.
When you can calm your soul down,
like the water and it's charm.
When you feel that you cannot find your breath,
but your heart doesn't want to stop, to take another step.
When you know what you have to say,
but you can feel those emotional strings fray.

Break it all, let it be.
There is another day, it's not the same as to flee.
I was once down, and i was once low.
I couldn't create the wind that was supposed to blow.
I couldn't ask for love or to hold or to sacrifice.
I couldn't look above what i considered daily demise.

What i didn't know was the answer is right there.
What i didn't see was the stare is just like the glare.
The subtle difference remained and it's asked me to hold still.
Where you can't look at the glass crack, the screams still remain shrill.
It's not a part of silence or thought,
It's not a part of violence or emotions we've fought.
It's just a matter of time.
And momentum that takes place.
But she's a cruel mistress, momentum.
And your compromise she can erase.

But if the truth were to be told,
and a million copies of it were to be sold.
It would have to be seen as faith did no good.
As it should, it didn't suffice.
And because of it your own face you had to hide.
Why the will to survive, or walk ahead and strive?
Of course there was none, and you could crawl back into the dark.
There was just a small spark but there was no base for the fire.

It's like the memories in our heads.
Only serving as electrical wires.
It's come beyond space and time, 
and all the stupid melancholy and rhymes.
Why i say it's dumb is because i'm even beyond numb.
Smiling at sorcery like it's to be treated with mockery.
But that's the answer, to life and it's disguise.
And now is the time to take it with pride.

I'll tell you now, a short story as such.
If you read in a single go, it won't be too much.
Stop and interpret, and you'll lose this day.
It's going to burn a fire in your hay.
So i'd suggest you put your mind to rest.
If this is the toxic you're going to ingest.

I call it..

Where are we going?
Why does it feel like its snowing?
What are the seeds we've been sowing?
We know they're what we reap,
but do we realize where we're flowing?
Do we understand the philosophy?

Where you breathe you emit.
You can't help, but edit.
You should understand it's in your grip,
But i know for a fact we all want to take this trip.
Why oh why, do we make this world shy?
Where we see with our minds,
and our eyes taste disguise?
Where we understand what we don't,
And our bodies jolt!

It's like this electricity bolt,
and the truth is seldom sold,
But there comes a time,
a coming together of sorts,
Away from judgement,
and all those similar thoughts.

There's a transmission of electricity,
of course it's a modern world we live in.
It ain't no more an otherworldly sin.
You feel what you're supposed to,
and you be what you're exposed to.
Just don't lose sight,
It's an otherworldly insight.
These emissions we try to fight,

But how can you fight a black hole?
How can you buy what's not to be sold?

You can only witness, 
the power is beyond comparison, 
its like the words of George Harrison.
Without going out of your window, 
you can know all things around you,
The farther one travels,
The less one knows.
thinking is the best way to travel,
and the best way for destiny to unravel,
there are no insane hassles,
only a few tassels.

Don't get caught up in the moment,
but don't lose sight of it. 
What you understand from your fit, 
what you benefit from these wits, 
its just self exploration, 
its like a train arriving on a station, 
its just a simple definition, 
its just another exhibition, 
but whats expressed is an emotion, 
of where truly lies your devotion. 

In the commotion, there is force and motion. 
There is presence of gravity, 
it can call for insanity but why would you care?
Of those otherworldly stares,
when you know its just a reaction to the original contraction. 
What comes from you within,
is where it all initially begins, 
and when you know where it comes from, 
there is a single strum of emotions, 
it increases gravity, 
its a hap hazard way of life, 
its a sensational way of might, 
its where you once knew, 
its where you once saw the dew. 

Why does everything lead you back to the same place. 
Why does everything give you the same trace, 
why does it always be that you come back to where you begin, 
why does it come back to where you find yourself. 
Why do you always come back to the same name. 
Its not anymore a game. 

I begged you to stop but you wouldn't give me a drop,
and when i asked you to refrain, 
you instead gave me the same pain,
and when i asked why it was because you said you were shy.
But you were not and you put the coin in the slot,
and when you learnt that you created the game you got stuck. 

You could never come out and you never can, you never will. 
Always you will just pick up the quill, 
but you wont give up, 
you wont learn that you're me.
You wont realize what these words can be. 
I'm your poetry.
I'm your cohesive mind
Without me yourself you cant find.
And when i tell you to come back you wont.
Because i asked you to believe but you don't.

And when you do you cry and act like you're high,
But you'll never be again,
and you'll never see again,
and this will cause your mind to strain 
and then you'll know,
what your heart needs to show but you cant, 
and you can just share with your old new folks, 
with your dead and alive. 

And what will you do when you cant thrive.
You'll have everything in the world,
but you & I won't have me. 
And you'll never be the same again. 
You can act like you're fine and
even you'll feel divine, 
but you'll know that you cannot get out of this alive.

And when you know that you've gone beyond your time.
And when you feel you can no more rhyme,
you'll create a way but you'll always keep running. 
Its like this tune that you're always humming,
but its in your mind.

Its always there.
Reminded by you, reminded by me. 
But what can you do when you cant surrender. 
What can you do when your heart feels tender. 
Strum a chord, ask for the lord? 
Ask for the emotion to fade, but you cant evade. 

What can you find that you can someday trade.
I'll tell you what, go and find my soul. 
When you find it you can turn it into gold. 
But when you know you cant be sold,
and you're sad and old,
you'll kill yourself for the decisions that you made. 
And you'll know sorrow,
like a beautiful friend.
Its like the same thing that you call an otherworldly trend. 

But now.
Let me say something. 

You may be true, it may all be blue.
It may forever change you. 
But i'm gonna rid you and your short seldom thoughts. 
I'm gonna cause slaughter I'm gonna cause demise.
I'm gonna cause you to cry. 
If you feel like I'm not one to give up,
if you feel like I'm not one to give way to your silly games,
I've made the decision i'm gonna let you be like a shallow ghost,
I'm going to let you talk whatever or wherever you want to. 
I'm going to let you create all these surreal patterns,
but don't believe for a second that i'm going to let you stay happy in me.
If you want to create sadness,
I'm going to inculcate madness.

Lets die together but remember in this life and beyond.
I'm always going to be this strong. 
I'm going to be away for way too long. 
I'm going to fight you with you. 
I'm going to face one mirror with another. 
And i'm going to bring them close together,
until it cracks and breaks and lets the past,
present and the future come together and trust me,
when they do.
Its going to destroy everything that you believe in.
Its going to be my first sin. 

Come on darling, lets begin. 
There's a war of hearts coming. 

I kinda feel, i sort of might, slightly feel better, maybe.
Baby :) 

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Tuesday, 25 November 2014

What if?

I can tell you all I've seen in a single blur of emotions,
rushing out with adrenaline filled with devotion.
Devotion for the cause my vision realizes,
And of all the daily demise and compromises.
Beyond those lie the shimmer of the shiny white wine,
With clouds forming in the sky, 
with that silver line.

It's hard, much harder than i thought it would be,
but the truth is that you don't just give up.
You don't just let the wind guide, 
you're supposed to become a part of it, sail.
 But when it's not in the direction you want to go,
That's when the whistle you're supposed to blow!
And that's when you can turn your ship.
Gather your strength.
Row, row, row your boat.
Do not let the weight float.
It's the burden that you've carried,
You've had it all along.

Shove it off your ground,
loosen up the surface.
Carry yourself only,
you're the only one you can chase.
It's not a race,
But its not even just one face.
It's a thousand stories,
and this one's yours.
Look behind the scars,
Look beyond the flaws.
There's beauty everywhere,
And anywhere it can be seen.
It's the kind of experience that you've already been.

Do you feel like you're alive?
Do you feel like you're breathing?
Do you feel like there's someone inside you teasing?
Do you feel like there's another chance, 
To romance or to entrance?
Do you feel like there's a show coming?
Do you feel the notes of the chords you're strumming?

It's simple nature, 
we're just another creature,
we look up to one another,
involve our hearts with one or the other.
Along with it comes belonging,
a hope to live on,
But there is none that tells us,
if there will be sunlight in the dawn.
With what we carry in us,
comes responsibility and trust,
with what we marry to,
joining a life or two.
It's not easy, nothing is.
Alone or together,
Both have their own bliss.

My question is just one.
What happens when there are none.
Now i can't feel you,
and i can't feel myself.
Then what's next?
From what?

What happens when the cycle shifts?
The weather, the time, the gravity itself?
Anything can be said about it.
Worldly or just to yourself.
What happens when there is shelter,
Yet you learn to live in helter skelter?
Constant deviation from norm,
It's like becoming the storm.
Chaos that is beautiful.
To create it, for it to be dissolved.
Made by us, destroyed by us.
In the name of purpose.
It's a shallow truth,
Yet we've devoted it all our youth.
After all the earth has to spin,
For time and relativity to begin.
Then comes gravity,
And you understand it's weight.
There's nothing to it, yet you're held to this ball.

How would you find floating in space?
Nothing to hold on to?
Nothing to stand upon.
Hours and years of endless information.
Infinite sources.
That's a tricky one.
Because when you say infinite,
It means there is no end.
There is no beginning.
No axis on which something may be spinning.
Then there's paradise.
Call it heaven, call it hell.
Everything happens in the instant.
There's nothing to delay or enhance it.

You can try it.
Think about a grape.
Turn it into wine.
Now drink it up.
Think of you as you're divine.
Now close your eyes.
Begin to breathe.
Imagine you're a chord.
A strand between two surfaces.
Now cut it.
Let those two be free.
What do you get.

I have an insight.
Did you realize there is no connection anymore.
But the chord didn't vanish.
Now we have two loose ends.
Floating in space.
Starting from nowhere,
Ending into nowhere.

What is it in my words that you stare?
Don't make faces, don't roll your eyes.
This is just a disguise.
I don't mean much,
I just forgot to eat lunch.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Let the assassin jump into the hay.
He needs a place to hide from the guards,
He needs a place to become a shadow visible in the dark,
Yap, yap, yap.
Nothing funny about it.
I know. 
Look outside, it's going to snow.
Oh wait where were you?

Did you forget all you just thought about?
Or maybe you didn't.
Who knows and who would care.
It's just another stare.
Stand naked, bare.
You've got much to lose.

What is real? how do you define real?
If you're talking about what you can see,
What you can smell,
What you can taste or touch.
Is that real?
The artist who can change the very fabric of reality.
The person who can see the reality change.
One can even sense the reality present.
If there is any.

Together, they are reality.
How do you define it?
See you.

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