Sunday 27 November 2011

Faith.

When i look up into the sky, i look through the clouds, over to those shiny stars.
I see those faces i have in my head, i see them in every star that twinkles.
Glimpses of moments, caught up in my mind, overpowered by emotion and temptation.
I lead myself into the dream of  my reality.
Those memories seem to be cutting deeply, the mourning never seems far away.
I look up to you, to see what's inside of me.
I never realized what i am , or what i was, i only thought of what i will be.


In the process, i forgot my present, time never stops for anyone.
I gave in to desire, i gave in to impulsion, i gave in to my heart.
But what i shouldn't have given up, was the power of my mind.
You should never doubt what your mind tells you to do, heart comes secondary.
You are what you are, and what you do is what you become.


I can never forget the satisfaction it gave me.
The contentment, the happiness.
A feeling of warmth, a feeling of hope.
It was beautiful, i hate to admit.
If you're wondering what it is, you just have to wonder about words.


Words can get you a long way across, but when you come to feeling those words,
they will haunt you for a lifetime.
The pain, isn't the problem, it's really not.
Pain is something i have learnt to deal with, along with every step i take,
every move i make, i feel pain.
Its the thought of losing control, it's the thought of not letting go, it's the thought of
loneliness, it's the thought of hostility, it's the thought of hurting, it's the thought of not having.


I feel you, in everything.
And when i feel you, it's worse.
Abandoning a sinking ship is easy, but it's the captains responsibility,
to go down with his ship.
Into the cold water, into the lonely ocean and away, deep down under,
away from reality, away from the world.


You can escape the dream, but you will never escape the reality.
Look back and wonder much?
Look in front.
Can you even perceive where the road will hit a bump, or just end?


I can't promise what comes next, but i can promise to be there when it comes.
To be there with who?
To be there with you.
In your head, in your soul.
Because when there's an end, there's always a story untold.


If you can dare to make a story unfold,
have the courage, continue to be bold.
If you stumble, if you fall,
it will hold you, just listen to my call.
.....................................................................................................................................


What i feel, is what is said by this song.
The vibrations, are tremendous.



" Do you really want to know,
tell me, tell me.
can you feel me letting go, slowly?
i'm scared to, fall into you.


But i want to,
feel you, touch you, know you.
And i want to,
so i let you set me free,
into sweet misery, sweet misery.


There's a hunger, do you know
feed me, feed me.
It's getting harder not to show,
free me.
i'm scared to, fall into you.


Why you always try to see, through me? "




- Tiesto - Sweet Misery.

Friday 11 November 2011

Just be.

I forget just what it takes , and yet it makes me smile.
I look out for the sorrows, the turning tables, the artificial faces.
I know what it takes , to be happy.


It's been a while since i've known the difference between the good and the bad, the worth and the worthless.
In life there come so many edges, where you've got to make a split second decision.
If you don't do it at the right time you might fall off the cliff, it's always going to be a steep climb.


I know there is conflict, in our head most of the times.
Along with us having the most adaptive and effective behaviour amongst all creatures on this blessed planet, we also have a knack for self destruction.


When you learn all the sides to human behaviour, yes we're self motivated and hard working and we can stretch ourselves to almost any limit, it's only when we want something.
Selflessness, this word would never be applicable to most people i know, maybe not even me, cos we never have.


Never have we put anything of any sort of priority before ourselves, sacrifice is a thing we've learnt only the hard way, if we ever have. And those who haven't, still need a check on reality.
It's far worse out here, if you plan to be selfish and cold.


It has it's advantages, you may even get away with many a blunders, but it's going to come back to you.
You are only who you are, no one can change that, and no one but you can change what you will be, what matters is the choice you make, will you follow the path of purity, learn from your own mistakes, knit a secure future and cherish the past, or will you put it all on the line, work from your soul and mind together, and prove the ugly world wrong, take the risk, reap the benefits.


Or, you could go down the path of being a rebel, the kid you've always dreamt of being, getting away with almost all sorts of crap.


Yeah, you could do that.


The only thing i'd like to mention is that, hey, you could be all you want to, just that, you're not a kid anymore, so make your decisions wisely, what you ask for could be what changes your life.


Just like the great Mr. Tiesto, who shared some beautiful piece of music in the world, it may make sense to you now.


" Just be - DJ Tiesto "


You can travel the world , but you can't run away from the person you are in your heart.
You can be who you want to be, make us believe in you ,keep all your light in the dark.
If you're searching for truth, you must look in the mirror and make sense of what you can see.
Just be.

They say learning to love yourself is the first step that you take when you want to be real,
and flying on planes to exotic locations won't teach you how you really feel.
Face up to the fact that you are who you are and nothing can change that belief
Just be.

Cause now i know it's not so far to where i go, the hardest part is inside me.
I need to just be.
I was lost and i'm still lost but i feel so much better with just me.
Just be.

Until next time...
  

Monday 7 November 2011

" If there is no darkness, how will we ever find light? "

" If there is no darkness, how will we ever find light? "

If you ever come to think of it, it's true.
It's all around you, there is light, abundance of it everywhere.
The physical sense, the emotion.
Look at it in any way, there is light all around you.

What you wouldn't know, is the value of it.
If i come down to my opinion, i feel every word of the quotation.

Your tiny source, or your own sunshine, may come from one , may come from many.
But you have it, have you not?
If you go down to your weakest moments, where you have nothing but yourself to face, nothing but yourself to blame, and nothing but yourself to work upon, wouldn't you find a way?
It's survival, that kick in us, yeah.
It's our instincts, holding us, whispering... Survive.

You will find a way, you eventually will.
That's light to me i guess. It's one way of putting it though.
Thought, imagination, beyond your wildest dreams, your most insightful vision.
There lies an unexplored world beneath you, can you see the light? Will you care to jump?
Or just sit there and think. With a few lines curving through your forehead?

When you're in your darkest, deepest moments, search for the light.
Because, there is light, even in the darkest places.

I have a little story for you :

There was once a cave that lived underground, as most caves do.
Since it spent its entire life in darkness, it had never seen any light.
One day, a voice talked to the cave, and said, "Come up into the light.
Come and enjoy the sunlight."


The cave replied, "I do not know what you mean by light.
All I have ever known is darkness."

"Come and see for yourself," said the voice.



The cave mustered up enough courage and 

climbed slowly up from the depths of the earth. 

Suddenly, it reached the top of the earth 

and was surrounded by magnificent light,

The likes of which the cave had never seen in its life.


"This is beautiful," said the cave. After 
enjoying the light for a while, the cave said to the sunlight,

"Now it is your turn to come with me 

and see the darkness."


"What is darkness?" asked the sunlight.
The cave answered, "Come and see for yourself."

So the sunlight decided to visit the cave's home.


As the sunlight entered the cave, it said,
"Now show me your darkness."

But with the sunlight there, 

there was no darkness to be found!


Where there is light,

there can be no darkness.

Whenever we feel we are in a dark phase,

we need only tap into the light of our soul.


Our true nature is light.
If we would only identify with our true nature,

 we would find there is no darkness.


If we would also bring our own innate goodness
and light into our daily life,

We would never be overcome

by the darkness of life again.

                                                                                                     


                                                                                                                          - Times of India



But, tread carefully, because everything that's exposed to light, is now visible to all. There is not enough darkness in all the world to put out the light of even one small candle, but you can’t study the darkness by flooding it with light.
You have to find the balance.

Until next time...