Tuesday 22 January 2013

The Dream-Catcher

How many times do i come across this point, over and over again. I've felt what i've felt and i've said what i've seen. I know what may come our way and i sow nothing, i only pray.

You're the golden shining light, you're the beautiful mist above the silence, you're the gentle fog upon the water, you're the morning rays of warmth. You're the radiant, shining sunflower, you're the soft dew on the leaves. You are the rainbow spanning across the horizon.

You're the gentle arms of the tree, you're the soft whispering through the fruits of pine, you're the thundering lighting bolts, you are the ever flowing river, gently carving your way through my land, you're the sweet raindrops of purity, you're the silence after the storm, you're the raging echo of the mountain, you're the earth's soft feeling surface.

You're the sweet music from the harp, you're the crying soul of the violin, you're the magnificent vibration of the sitar. You're the punishing bass of my adventure, you're the beautiful kingdom i chose to venture. You see through my eyes, and i feel through yours.

May my dreams be your longings and your dreams be my answers and we shall create a new frequency we have never shared before. The circle is long gone, and your gaze is all i remember, But the trance you have put me in, has never chosen to surrender.

An inch away your beauty, from liberation, have i asked you one too many times, i've shown you my truth i've stripped down to a bare nothing, and the answer has been there all the time.

Your gentle smile and your pretty eyes, twinkling away in some distant strand of memory.
I'd live in a memory, i have. For far too long, and it seemed natural. Sometimes joyous, sometimes wonderful.
At times the heat increases and so does desire creep in. And only your sorry, rainbow expressions come into the picture. The tide has drowned, the shore has been washed clean.
With daylight comes priority, goals, ambition and effort. And thoughts behind my head.

All i can make of this radiant awareness is that its never too late to survive. Take one step, a deep breath and down falls the curtain of the night. Darkness, reminiscence and need.

Now where do i have to wander? As looks deceive and expectations are failed by midnight, and drown us in thought?
Drunk in the silence of your bypassed violence, does chaos surrender in your head.
You intoxicant has failed you, and your colors have broken free, its me.

Come what may, i accept to my prayer, i flow in my self-sufficiency. I expect nothing, i accept everything.
I speak now, clearly and clean, My decisions have made me whatever it is i am.

I only state my problems, or deliverance by the works of my hand, and write what i may, my mind shall follow without fear. I am free, to sorrow have i never bowed. I offer you a smile, and my best colors shall follow.

I accept you are different, your difference is that i accept.
As the distant noise and the echoes of countless shadows we cast together dance around, about my opened mind, i may smile maybe whine, as to what or why!

But here i am, writing a confession, i fear not what i lost, for i have passed with flying colors, of whatever you have asked of.
I have no regret, It's just that i remember.

I've seen into your eyes, your gaze, your smile. I praise your soul for you have lit me forever.
If you donot get my sacrifice, i'm sure your memory will suffice. For what you have let go of for me, has been the last blow, the final drop. And there you fell, upon my lap again.

I just want you to breathe, for my air seems to be moving away.
And when it returns, the cold will disappear.

My love YOU, will be near.

Friday 4 January 2013

Darkly Smiling.

I get it, really. I do.

Sometimes, i see everything in it's perfect place flowing on the path where everything will settle in no matter what happens or what goes wrong, or what falls and what fits in. I know it's undying faith it's limitless belief it's a loss of logic. Maybe sometimes it's unreasonable.

Sometimes, i don't understand.

I don't get it. It's you, it's you it's all for you, everything i do for you, it's better than i ever even knew, they say that the world was built for two.
Man, i don't get to say it much, maybe i don't even allow myself to fall prey to this sad habit, but this could actually be called a rough road.

It's bumpy, and it's tearing ripping me from places, but i feel sort of numb.
It doesn't really hurt at times, and at times, it burns my heart out.
For what?
I don't really know, this satisfaction that i've tried to attain many a times before, still doesn't seem here.
Maybe it never will be, as new goals keep coming up the journey seems to have just begun.

But is it so unfair to ask for a smile in return? These video games. You're getting drunk and i'm the one seeing stars.
Heaven is a place on earth for you, tell me all the things you want to do.
Baby, i don't really know who i'm talking to but if you're feeling this, feel me feel this.
It's not fair, it's very much fair, i'm fraying in this affair.

And like a never ending roller coaster, keep smiling is the motto, yes it is, i've been doing it and it works and you get through the day with unconditional bravery and faith, at least i do.

But how long does it last? The beautiful letdown.
It's not a surprise to lose everything in the end, like i've heard life is just a beautiful act of letting go, what matters is just to have taken the time out to say a beautiful goodbye, which brings sweetness in the form of a national anthem being sung in nature and cities alike, this is just a phase, a camera zooming in and out and it goes on.

I feel claustrophobic inside sometimes, sometimes i'm shining with pride.
I've been living two worlds inside a million others but what really matters is, i kept mine together so what i need to say is, it doesn't matter which universe, which dimension, which time span this thought floats to, by the end of it, it's just a string of thoughts bringing life to the energy emitted.
Matter forming from memories, it's the creative celebration of life.

But i know for a fact, my celebrations will always arrive.
There are peaks, then there are valleys, what you reap from each is what you will sow in the next.
So much to say yet so little comes out, i have no control over subconscious outflow right now, and honestly, i don't even want there to be any.
It's always so cautions and always so calculative, like intuition is guidance yet, ten things at a time? Really now don't you think the offering of rest, sanctuary is far due? And even if you do, who are you?

Show yourself, unveil this darkness now, i am not bound by your light. I emit my own.
I absorb, i flow, i emit and show.
There are fireworks inside me, let them out.


Oh i will, i'll come out with a bang.

Wednesday 2 January 2013

Innocence and Power

So, new year, new beginnings. 

I'm sitting down here today, not to tell you about life or what i've learnt and what goes on around here. I've done a lot of work on that recently. You've seen and known far beyond verbal expression. I've shown you sections of my mind functioning differently functioning cohesively. It's beautiful really, how it all connects and falls into place.

Prime creator created his prime creations in us.Re-incarnations of generations, our minds storehouses of strands of memory and pictures jumbled up, just waiting to be configured to form the perfect picture, the beautiful letdown a mystical tale.


But today, far from all these questions and answers i base my expression upon the simplest yet most complicated functioning mechanism of life. 


If i tell you how the story goes in my head, you'd think of it as a completely impossible mission but hey, everything is impossible until its done right?


Finally out of the shadows? He sent us all the way, shadows in a frame, now we have found the way. Now we can't feel the same.
We've been through the moon and into the sun , and the beautiful golden web has been spun. I look forward to know what you have to show me, i've looked horizons beyond and never seen this much light floating in.If you've got to shine, shine so bright it makes me blind.

It's a simple sweet veil of realization really, i know from lifetimes beyond, that it takes just a simple click, and there drops the curtain, the stage is here.

Come play the beautiful game, of innocence and power. Darkness never comes, but darkness never leave's either. We have found the  ways, now we can't feel the same.

I know its just a step into the stage and we set of a wild chain of events, a wavelength a frequency. We're creating vibrations of change. 

Talk to me.


Can you feel a little soft in there now?

The polarity between good and better is just a clockwork mechanism, flipping up and down and wanting to jump beyond but the fresher it gets, i can smell a sweet sense of comfort in you.


It takes a second to renew memory, but it takes the end of your world to be born again. And we just found the way, now we can't feel the same.


Happiness or disappointment , Happiness or disappointment , Happiness or disappointment. I chose none.Drove off into darkness, a what did i find!


My light illuminated the way, and the path was safe. Now we have found the way, now we can't feel the same.When in my eyes you shine, on a tiny staircase in a tiny form, glowing with comfort, glowing with nature, glowing with generosity. We did find the way, to power and innocence.

Our father he, Sent us all the way. Under the moon and sun.He gave us foolish shadows in the rains, and foolish games of cowards. Under the moon and sun. Soft as we can, we have found the way, of innocence and power. He sent us all the way, to shadows in a frame. Now we have found the way, now we can't feel the same.


Dedicated to the song from which i got thinking -
Karsh Kale - Innocence and Power.


Happy 2013, Age of UpliftmentAll time is now.